Wednesday, May 30, 2007

8 days ago...

... This blog turned 3.

and I forgot about it. Completely.

How should I put it. 3 years ago, I started blogging (again) as eveningprimroseoil (which explains my email account) and I moved to this blog due to a certain nosy parker some time ago.

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I haven't been blogging much lately.
I tried to but I couldn't.
I hit the backspace key every now and then.
I just could not write anything.
Just to let you know...
I still love my job. K seems to like me better now, which is a good thing. We talk more now. =)
I ran away to Frankfurt again last weekend. 4th time in Frankfurt. It was boiling hot. We walked along the river during lunch time and had a lovely lunch after that. I think I'll go again in a week or two.
My Paris trip has been put off till July. =( Blame it on his job.
Few weeks ago, I worked as a translator. A group of 5 came from Tian Jin. They are from the Environmental health office. I sucked big time. It was harder than I imagined. I couldn't translate words like 'sociopsychology' and some other funny words which I myself don't understand in English. They said I speak better mandarin than they do. lol.
I'll be back when I can write better. Too many hiccups.

Monday, May 07, 2007

对不起

对不起,
刚才的语气是重了点。
虽然解释了,也道歉了,
现在想想, 真的不应该。
可是我这个人偏偏是个急性子。。。唉!

你在电话的那端,
静静的, 什么也没说。
我还没反应过来自己是那么的鲁莽。
你终于说话了。
你说:我刚才在喝茶。
其实你并没有- 我听得出来。
你这善意的谎言,其实是要我好下台。
因为你知道我这个人死要脸。
因为你知道我的心事。
因为你知道我当时的心情。

流泪了,
是因为自己惭愧。
是因为自己觉得对不起你。

对不起。

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Something I Learnt Yesterday

"You must be an Alpha-Female. People might not like you but they respect
you."