Saturday, May 29, 2004

我不想

我不想--阿桑

望着墙上的钟 时间不停转动 已经过多久
说再联络都没联络 我很好奇你是否 偶尔会想我
如果能习惯面对寂寞 我就不会那么的执着 还不停等候

* 我不想 再想你的笑容 我会痛 懂不懂
我的心 在跳动 喊着说它要自由我不想
再想你的温柔 多温柔 也不属于我
时间会帮助我 换一个梦
望着墙上的钟 忘记一段伤痛 究竟要多久
我想我们最大的错 就是相遇那一刻 不擦肩而过
如果早知道眺望天空 我就不会那么的软弱 躲藏在角落
Repeat *
不想再想太多 不回头 不想再去追究 错过就错过
HA 我不想 不想再等候 我的心渴望自由
我不想 不想你会懂 天空辽阔 我还有我

-/-

听了这首歌, 我感触极大
我不禁想起了他...


感情这回事 并不是说想放手就可以放手
他根本就没给我一个交代...
不过,
自己还觉得蛮光荣的
至少
我还是坚强的活下去...

不知不觉
我已单身了一年
一年..时间过的好快


一年后
习惯了
一个人吃饭
习惯了
一个人逛街
习惯了
一个人过日子

偶尔
也会想其他
毕竟
每个人心中也有个旧邮票嘛!

看开点吧!
要走的路还长呢!

不要为了一颗树而放弃整个森林!

^^

Friday, May 28, 2004

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Do you think he looks like Brad Pitt??



drool...

This was what I got for being a photographer during the Peer Guide meeting. ;)

I want to blog about something but my mind isn't working. I type a paragraph, then tab on the 'backspace' key. Argh.. my writing skills. Guess it takes some time to polish up. I'm so tired. I have yet to pack for my Disney Paris trip tomorrow. I need to pack up because I'm moving to the attic. I need to pack my luggage. I have so many things to do yet I have so little time. Oh, not exactly, because I've been wasting my time doing other things like shopping, online chatting, reading blogs, watch movies etc.. There you go, I'm doing what I do best- contradicting myself. ;)

Thursday, May 27, 2004

retail therapy

A tiring day it was.

Claire and I had a retail therapy session today. =)

We spent a couple of hours in high street- got lots of stuffs done. Paying in cheques into my bank account, changed Pounds into Euros, bought some essential stuffs, health supplements for my mom, and more junks to munch on when we're on the coach to Disney Paris. After High street, we hit Matalan, which is about 25 mins away from my house. I thought I could get a dress so I can wear when I attend my cousin's wedding. Too bad... Matalan hardly caters for sizes 8 & 10. But if you're size 14 and above, Matalan has lots of bargains. I love the household stuffs there though. =)

We got home around 5.30 in the evening- sweaty and my muscles were aching. Good exercise though. :P I feel my butts are firmir now. haha!!

Dinner was delicious!! Stella and Canny invited Yang, her mom and I over to JMJ hall for dinner. Hong Chien and Qin Hao also joined us for dinner. I enjoyed every dish except pork with eggplant. I'm not a big fan of eggplant.
After dinner, we spent time chit-chatting... until 10pm then we left.

Productive day, it was. =)


BBQ evening

Choi, Cherry, Claire and I had a mini BBQ session on the field yesterday.

Good company, perfect weather, good food. What more can I ask for? =)

They say, pictures speak louder than words. So here are some pics. =)


Cheers!


Food attack!


Choi (Cherry's Korean boyfriend)

I thought the disposable BBQ sets were cool. Just throw a match into the aluminium box, let it burn for approximately 20 mins and voila! Start BBQ-ing! If only I could bring the BBQ set back home so dad won't have to spend the whole evening starting the fire in the garden before our BBQ. hehe =)

And Oh, I realised something.. our names start with C- Choi, Cherry, Claire, Chua (my surname)

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

The end of my 15 days agony.. the end of Year 2

My exams finally ended today. Like finally. The 15 days that I had to go through was bad. Today marks the end of my sleepless nights, whining about how hard my Year 2 was, the end of book-mugging sessions for Year 2.

Bye bye Year 2, Hello year 3!

So how were all the papers?

Some were good, some were ok, some were bad. Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy.

I think I've tried my best this time. But how best is best? How do you define the term 'I've tried my best' precisely? I've been questioning myself, but I still can't get the answer.

Does it mean that you've get a first class, that means you've tried your best? If you failed a paper, you didn't try your best?

My parents always tell me, it's ok, girl, as long as you've tried your best, daddy and mommy are proud of you. But when the results are out, will they be disappointed if my results are not up to their expectations (read: at least a second upper)? Even though I told them, Dad, Mom, I've tried my best but my results are still not good. Will they believe that I've tried my best? Or do I tell them 'I've tried my best' just to make them feel happier?

how 'best' is 'best'?

Saturday, May 22, 2004

A brand new start

It has been a long time since I last blogged


This is my new blog.. and I hope it's a better one

=)