Never Ever
I wish I had the guts to ask you... But I guess I'll Never Ever get to...
A few questions that
I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane but
I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a dazeI feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower,
I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah
Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, noI'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah,
I just don't feel right
I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no moreI need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah,
I just don't feel right x4
You can tell me to my face,
Youcan tell me on the phone
Oooh you can write it in a letter babe
Cos I really need to know
You can write it in a letter babe
You can write in in a letter babe(fade)
-All Saints, Never Ever-
I know you'll never, ever tell me. I am angry at myself for being naive but I can't help it.
I may look strong, I may look as if I've gotten over you.
But the truth is...
No. I'm weak inside.
And no... I'm still not over you.
I'm still thinking of you...
And I'm always hoping that I'd get an answer, no matter how harsh the asnwer is. At least, I've got the truth. The truth I've always wanted to know. And I'll let go...
I mean it.
Or maybe everything will be alright when the next one comes along? I don't know. I'm afraid. So very scared. Because I'm so scared the next one will turn out to be like you.
You've taught me a very valuable lesson. I can never trust a person easily. Never. Because you taught me to. You make me feel so bitter at times.
feeling damn emo today. =(
A few questions that
I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane but
I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a dazeI feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower,
I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah
Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, noI'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah,
I just don't feel right
I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no moreI need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah,
I just don't feel right x4
You can tell me to my face,
Youcan tell me on the phone
Oooh you can write it in a letter babe
Cos I really need to know
You can write it in a letter babe
You can write in in a letter babe(fade)
-All Saints, Never Ever-
I know you'll never, ever tell me. I am angry at myself for being naive but I can't help it.
I may look strong, I may look as if I've gotten over you.
But the truth is...
No. I'm weak inside.
And no... I'm still not over you.
I'm still thinking of you...
And I'm always hoping that I'd get an answer, no matter how harsh the asnwer is. At least, I've got the truth. The truth I've always wanted to know. And I'll let go...
I mean it.
Or maybe everything will be alright when the next one comes along? I don't know. I'm afraid. So very scared. Because I'm so scared the next one will turn out to be like you.
You've taught me a very valuable lesson. I can never trust a person easily. Never. Because you taught me to. You make me feel so bitter at times.
feeling damn emo today. =(
